Archive for October, 2007

wrong feeling?

Saturday, October 6th, 2007

Lately, I just noticed I’ve been a prison in a
situation where I was having a hard time letting go of the “wrong feeling”. It
sucks, coz it affects me in a huge way I could ever imagine. I don’t know why
or how it happened. It just happened. Often times, it’s hard to let go of the
feeling. But the thing is the “wrong feelings” have to end now! I know this is
going to be hard but I wanna move on and let go of the “wrong feeling”….

If you were to
recall the most important moments in your life, you might realize that most of
these moments were shared with someone else. Yes, you’ll need solace time,
privacy and chill out sessions on your own, but majority of your time is spent
with someone else, friend. As I look back on all that’s happened..growing up,
changing you, changing me, there were times when we dreamed together, when we
laughed together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss
you. It’s getting hard to, be around you. There’s so much I can’t say. Is time for me to hide the feelings and look
the other way? It’s funny how big of an impact you have on me. It’s like when I
see you, you don’t even have to speak…all you can do is smile, and it can
make my day great. I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even
a simple message for me coz I know, even if its just for a second, that I’ve
crossed your mind….